DISTRAUGHT Gael Monfils broke down in tears and revealed he was living through a ‘nightmare’ after becoming the highest male casualty of the Australian Open first day.
The No.10 seed from France saw his awful form continue as he was shocked by 21-year-old Finnish rival Emil Ruusuvouri 3-6 6-4 7-5 3-6 6-3.
The 34-year-old, who has reached the semi-finals of the French and US Opens, has not won a match since tennis returned from its pandemic-forced suspension last July.
His record since Covid-19 restrictions were lifted last summer reads played six, lost six, which includes early departures in Melbourne and at Roland Garros.
Speaking to French media post-match, Monfils started to cry, saying he was at a crossroads in his career.
Emotional Monfils struggled initially to find the right words, but then said: “I don’t have any confidence.
“I would like to get out of this nightmare but I can’t. I do not feel well.
“I don’t know when it’s going to end. It’s hard. Every time I get here I feel judged, I’ve lost again.
“I can’t serve, I’m playing badly. I’m being honest and it’s going to take time.
“I’ll share the simple advice my mother will give me: ‘You have to keep training and it will come back.’ That’s the only thing.”
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Monfils, whose girlfriend is 2019 Wimbledon semi-finalist Elina Svitolina from Ukraine, is one of the most popular players on the circuit.
Last November he was signed up by the ATP to host a Twitch live chat with other stars, including former world No.1 Andy Murray.
Three-time Australian Open champion Mats Wilander reckons the absence of fans throughout the coronavirus pandemic has contributed to his demons.
Swede Wilander, a former world No.1, told Eurosport: “For Gael Monfils, this is a tough situation to be in, he’s a social human being and loves to play in front of a crowd.
“2020 has been a horrible year for people like Gael Monfils who likes to socialise, and I think with his tennis as well and we talked about this last year, who was going to be handle this?”